HS , I am the same way. After 25 years of bow hunting and pushing the big 50, I could careless if I get a buck or not. In today's environment, it is more work after the kill than before the kill. My family dosnt like deer meet and I do not have the time to do it my self. Heck, most of the time I just take my camera out with me instead of my bow. This year is especially gratifying just to be able to walk and sit out in the woods. I am 5 weeks post op from major back surgery. As we age, you gain a whole new perspective on life. As the sun comes up every day is a good day.